First Open Letter For You
Hello little Pinguin, I want to start this letter by saying that I wrote this after I called you. So many things I said then and yet there is more I want to talk about. Perhaps, a letter is better for this. I hope you read this.
The future is uncertain. Sure. I, for once, knew it better than anyone else in this world. I had you in my hug and then lost you. If only I knew everything will turn sour I won't ever do all the bad things I've done to you. However, here's the beauty in it, I never even once regretted how I feel about you. Never even once I regret that I love you and still am. I realized that the past is what shaping the future. Looking backward, I fully understand that you are the love of my life. I truly see that I should fight to get your heart again.
About treating me bad... Perhaps, this is what we call as karma. I was once treating someone who loved me deeply as if she won't ever leave me no matter what. Don't be discouraged because you felt you have been treating me badly. I know how you feel and I don't want to push your button. You have to believe in me that I can and will endure all of this. By the end of all this, I wish, I can make you happy. Happy with me. "NOT with him". I am the right person for you, I'm smarter and better looking, and I promise you I will have all the good quality he has. hahahaha. Sorry, just trying to make a little joke so you are not so serious.
Lastly, about us. Back then I was a stupid man who can't understand your feeling. I apologize for that. I promise you that I am a different person now. I will never ever do all those crappy things I did ever again. I know it is hard for you to trust me again after all those years, but for this once let's take the leap of faith. A wise man once said, sometimes you have to take the leap of faith first, the trust part comes later. I want you to understand that I'm not pushing you to make a decision right now. You need time. When you are ready, please come running to me. I will greet you with open arms. I will give you all the warmth and love you deserve from me and more.
Love,
Koala
The future is uncertain. Sure. I, for once, knew it better than anyone else in this world. I had you in my hug and then lost you. If only I knew everything will turn sour I won't ever do all the bad things I've done to you. However, here's the beauty in it, I never even once regretted how I feel about you. Never even once I regret that I love you and still am. I realized that the past is what shaping the future. Looking backward, I fully understand that you are the love of my life. I truly see that I should fight to get your heart again.
About treating me bad... Perhaps, this is what we call as karma. I was once treating someone who loved me deeply as if she won't ever leave me no matter what. Don't be discouraged because you felt you have been treating me badly. I know how you feel and I don't want to push your button. You have to believe in me that I can and will endure all of this. By the end of all this, I wish, I can make you happy. Happy with me. "NOT with him". I am the right person for you, I'm smarter and better looking, and I promise you I will have all the good quality he has. hahahaha. Sorry, just trying to make a little joke so you are not so serious.
Lastly, about us. Back then I was a stupid man who can't understand your feeling. I apologize for that. I promise you that I am a different person now. I will never ever do all those crappy things I did ever again. I know it is hard for you to trust me again after all those years, but for this once let's take the leap of faith. A wise man once said, sometimes you have to take the leap of faith first, the trust part comes later. I want you to understand that I'm not pushing you to make a decision right now. You need time. When you are ready, please come running to me. I will greet you with open arms. I will give you all the warmth and love you deserve from me and more.
Love,
Koala
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